I CANNOT believe this precious blessing has already been in our lives for 7 months! But then, I can't imagine life without her, either! Aside from her extreme contempt for sleep, she is a really good, really happy baby. We are so lucky!
She has been falling asleep pretty easily and staying asleep (at least at night time, I can't say the same for naps) for a while, until recently. For the last few nights, she has decided to wake up 2 or 3 times. Two nights ago, she awoke for the second time in a 2 hour period and I went in there frustrated and perplexed. I picked her up, and as usual, she quit crying immediately. I sat in my well loved glider in the nursery and began to rock her...all the while, thinking "Good grief!, Why won't this child just sleep?!" As I hummed Amazing Grace to her, I was hit with a sudden, overwhelming feeling of love for her. I was now thinking not about my frustrations, but about my indescribable gratefulness for this little being in my arms. As frustrating as the sleep problems are...how much time in the short span of my life will I get to hold this little princess? How long will she even be small enough to hold and rock? How long will she let me kiss her head over and over as I tell her how much I love her? God had calmed my spirit and given me the much needed perspective I needed. I then gladly rocked her for the next 10 to 15 minutes with tears in my eyes, a little sad to put her down once she was asleep. These moments are so fleeting and I pray I remember to cherish as many of them as I possibly can!
We have grown to really love the way her personality is "growing and glowing" as my aunt put it.
Here are some of the blessings we are counting this month:
* She can now sit up on her own, even if just for a minute or two, or until she gets too excited about your praises and knocks herself down. :)
* She is eating solids, not just breast milk anymore. (By the way, she is already very opinionated...she LOVES carrots, squash, and prunes, but HATES peas, and can take or leave the cereal.)
* She can find the pacifier (or "nu nu" as we like to call it), and get it back in her mouth on her own. This is a much bigger deal than it sounds! :)
* She reaches for the dogs and grins from ear to ear, all the while squealing, when they come close enough to pet.
* She can not only lie on her back, somewhat unattended (she would have NONE of this a month or so ago!), but she can roll over onto her tummy. She then lifts up and looks at you like "DID YOU SEE THAT? WAS THAT NOT AWESOME?!"...very cute!
* Even better, she can lie on her tummy now for more than 20 seconds without screaming her head off!
There are others, I am certain, but it is getting late, and my brain turns to moosh at about this time of night, and I shall return to the blog another day. I just needed to express how grateful I am. Have I mentioned how much I love being a mommy? How much Kris enjoys being a daddy? What an indescribable miracle!!!